home sick!! :'(

ak ank yg ke2 dr 5 adk beradk..tp ak x tw nape ak sgt manje ngan mak ak..skrg nih cuti mid sem semggu da abih..n ak da pn smpai penang smlm..i really totally miss my family n my home..somebody, please help me..i'm in a big trouble..mcm mane nk p kls besok..everything x prepare lg..n jiwa sy skrg x de lngsng nk pegi u, study..ya, i know, education is important, but ap keje pn x kn jd klu jiwa ak x tenang..just now my mom called me, n i cry..mmg perempuan mudah mnangis..ap tah lg bile tngh stress mcm ni..asyik nk t'kuar je air mata nih..tp best bile mnangis, rase mcm let go everything..ok, wt mase skrg nih, just go with the flow..mls nk pk..but u know what? women can't stop thinking..sume bnde nk pk..i'll keep thinking about my test result, coming soon test, lecturers, home, bf, siblings, pet, holiday, cousins n etc..too many 2 think right!!ok, today post more 2 lpas perasaan la..i can't tell anybody about my feeling, coz i don't want that person feel burden..so, kt sni je la sy lpas kn...yes!!rase nk nangis lg lpas tulis nih..:'(